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Dear Mr President [Saturday
September 2nd, 2006 at 6:30pm]
[ mood | listless ]

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would You?

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High Hopes ♥ Franky Sinatra [Friday
August 4th, 2006 at 4:42pm]
Next time your found, with your chin on the ground
There a lot to be learned, so look around

Just what makes that little old ant
Think he'll move that rubber tree plant
Anyone knows an ant, can't
Move a rubber tree plant

But he's got high hopes, he's got high hopes
He's got high apple pie, in the sky hopes

So any time your gettin' low
'stead of lettin' go
Just remember that ant
Oops there goes another rubber tree plant

But he's got high hopes, he's got high hopes
He's got high apple pie, in the sky hopes

When troubles call, and your back's to the wall
There a lot to be learned, that wall could fall

Once there was a silly old ram
Thought he'd punch a hole in a dam
No one could make that ram, scram
He kept buttin' that dam

'Cause he had high hopes, he had high hopes
He had high apple pie, in the sky hopes

So any time your feelin' bad
'stead of feelin' sad
Just remember that ram
Oops there goes a billion kilowatt dam

All problems just a toy balloon
They'll be bursted soon
They're just bound to go pop
Oops there goes another problem kerplop
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You're a regular decorated emergancy with a therapeutic chain of events. [Wednesday
July 26th, 2006 at 9:49pm]
[ mood | cold ]

you ever feel like
you are so hurt and sad
you cant eat
because your stomach has a pain
that makes you so weak
that even the slightest thought of food
makes you feel like you want to throw up
and then
you cant sleep
you lay in your bed
listening to the music that illustrates the way you're feeling at the exact moment
and you close your eyes
and you expect yourself to drift off
into this world where nothing matters
beacuse for one second
you cant feel that pain anymore
but then
when you do finally fall asleep
you wake up your overcome with this huge feeling
like youve forgotten something and then it hits you
... this gigantic
of pain.

and it starts all over again.


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July 25th, 2006 at 9:58pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Hey GuYS!!!!!!!!!!1
I've been on such a bad lj hiatus
new layout
new icons

TOday was fun
i took a sick day off work cuz my neck was killing me
and then later jenny called n she was like ERICS HERE! so i beggeddddd my mom to let me go and see him cuz i havent seen him in like A YEAR AND SOME and it was funnnnnn cuz we went to jolies house cuz today was her last day of summmerrr schooolll and i brought jennys guitar and played the tune to good riddence and jenny sang a song we made up on the way there

it was very fun

love love love
ur mom

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June 20th, 2006 at 8:25pm]
[ mood | i miss you.. ]

and the school year is almost over
it pretty much is
except thursday but thats just to clean shit
and say goodbye :(

went to pool today with liz and rachel
for like....30 mins?
walked like 7 miles to get there too..
and i got a burn

but i have to say the past two days have been pretty aamzing

k bye

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Stressed up the ass. [Sunday
June 4th, 2006 at 6:07pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Finals are killing me
i've pretty much eliminated all life form activity beyond my books and computer
except that i feel like i havent studied at all
i dont know why i just dont feel like i learned anything
i wrote my 50 effing notecards
studied them
wrote half of my english paper
which is 50% of my fucking english final and its not very good
i wrote the outline for my history essay for my final and that took like what...a HOUR AND A HALF?? for an OUTLINE??? well i guess its kinda detailed n shit but stilllllll
my history essay is due monday and i hope its good

and i have a french final tomorrow...1/4 of it
the listening shit
which you cant relly study for except know vocab
which is easy

and then on wednesday for the 2/4 part of my french final we have to do this oral shit and talk about some shit and im having my aunt who speaks fluent french idk why she would ever want to but she does and shes gonna help me with my oral and hopefully some other stuff w/ the final later on

and friday i have to memorize 25 terms of history which have to be like a paragraph long which i've written but my teacher grades them so hard and idk if i have everyhting i need

im stressed up my ass and i have no time to relax
so if i'm a bitch this week..and next week
just slap me
or walk away

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LAME. [Sunday
May 28th, 2006 at 10:25pm]
[ mood | drained ]

kay so i havent updated in like 10 million years
so i am
just to make life pretty
not that it will
i just kinda felt like saying that
long weekends are fun
but theres kinda nothign to do here in this lameass place
i kinda wish walex was stil open
i loved bowling
it was fun
i still do love bowling
but i miss walex cuz it had a nice atmosphere :)
i'm watching a rerun of greys anatomy
which is also quite fun


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May 11th, 2006 at 6:03pm]
[ mood | happy bday liz ]

n i hope you GOT IT.

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your eyes, i cant get them out of my mind ♥ [Friday
May 5th, 2006 at 9:51pm]
[ mood | wat a dork. ]

well this week has been quite eventful. we won our softball game yay :) it was fun woo woo
okay i dont have much to write so here i have a thing for you COMMENTERS to fill out: Tell me some memory you have of us together that you like to look back on...and dont say something silly i mean like a serious good memory. k thanks

i ♥ you

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April 22nd, 2006 at 9:52pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

So I pretty much havent updated in well..a fricken long time. Vacation was fun however it ceased to be amazing as most of you went away and left me here to rot with..MY MOM. thanks.
and becca lost her phone cuz shes a butt and a half.

Btw my apologies for taking everyone to the wrong movie theatre :/ lol you all love me :) (right now liz is thinking, OMG SHES SO COCKY, and if she wasnt..welll she is now. and you are all too i bet) so just ignore that whole paragraph.

anyhoo. i hate the ending of vacation. its so depressing like seroiusly WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END?????? cant they make it like a week and half or SOMETHING.

went shopping today with liz. it was fun. got nice stuff.


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April 9th, 2006 at 8:14pm]
[ mood | wat a cute face ]

so yeah, yesterday was an extremely okay day
besides the fact that liz was sick
feel beeettterr mwa :*

so i got my hair cut real short ya woopie do
and then i went to my aunts 60th bday party and at first it was like ew relatives cuz all my family is like wicked old so me and my sister kinda stuck together whihc doesnt happen much but it was kinda cool and then my cool "african" cousin came and shes really cool but shes old shes like 30something but she brought these cute kids that were african american from her AIDS camp and it was so sad cuz one of em had AIDS and he couldnt really hear either and we were all dancing well i was kinda walkin around w/ my sister while everyone was dancing and he was like off alone and i felt rly bad for him and he was like 7 and cute and lonely so i asked him to dance cuz he kept smiling at me except i couldnt ask him cuz he couldnt hear so i reached my hand out and he took it and we like swayed haha like in 6th grade slow dances except deffintly not that close and our hands were outstreched but it was so cute ♥
yeah. and then they hired a transvestite from this place and he/she was soo good it was like barbara streisand and it was the funniest thing cuz he was like moving around in his girl outfit and acting all funny and it made everyone laugh and my dad made me video tape it for my aunt cuz she asked him to

long entry..
okay well heres some pics of me hair even tho ur all gonna see it becca asked me to post so here goes nothin:

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"Citius, Altius, Fortius" [Monday
April 3rd, 2006 at 9:30pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.

If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.


             shit, i got a test tomorrow.

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March 31st, 2006 at 9:09pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

havent updated in a while butttt HERE I AM
i did a questionaire thingy i havent done in a while so i decided i'd do it
i know youre not gonna read it all butttt when you comment back just fill out the EH TO ZEE one
just for fun :)

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If you call out my name out loud, do you suppose that i would come runnin, you know i would ♥ [Thursday
March 23rd, 2006 at 7:32pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I got a new layout you can view here if you want
Sorry to Jenny in advance if she was saving it haha, but i really liked it and i love getting new layouts
I might be updating my icons soon too
haha jolie.

okay well softball started this week
its been going well so far
even though i can barely walk  anywhere
but today was a bit better
maybe by tomorrow ill be free of pain 

new band i like called Daphne Loves Derby
i would upload em but its not working right now so i'll do later in an edit or a new entry if you wants
so yeas
talk to y'all later

ps. class chosing sucks ass.

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I'll never be who you want me to be [Wednesday
March 15th, 2006 at 8:07pm]
So i was in a pissy mood
and i wrote this whole blah blah emo thing
but then i was like fuck it
so i wrote a poem instead

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Theyre going to remember me as a monster, I wonder how they'll remember all of you. [Sunday
March 12th, 2006 at 3:15pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]

Elizabethtown is such a pretty movie. After watching it, I HAD to download some of the music. Here are the best ones. Soooo pretty to just like...be chill with. :) 
Come Pick Me Up-Bryan Adams
60B-Nancy Wilson
My Fathers Gun-Elton John

those are all some pretty fucking amazing songs so if youre too lazy n think you'll be fine if you dont download them..youre wrong. so do it. now. it takes two seconds. 

me n my dad had a foosball tourny today and it got intense..like there was screaming and jumping and andrenaline rushes..and bessie barking her ass off cuz she tried to get into it.
it was fun
i won 5 bucks.

so anyway..later lovers
enjoy the music

ps. my mom bought FRUIT ROLLUPPPPSSSSSSSSs!!!

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March 8th, 2006 at 8:19pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I finally scanned in some of the stuff i drew/wrote a longggg time ago and i did some stuff to some of em
they're not very good but its a start so tell me if u want them for anything or if u want me to like...write something special and u can like..idk...just tell me anything

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Sometimes you just gotta laugh [Tuesday
March 7th, 2006 at 9:11pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I was in a kinda yucky mood
and becca was in a yucky mood :( feel better iloveyou
and idk if anyone else was but if you were then feel better iloveyou

but...sometimes..you just have to laugh. so..click.and laugh.

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March 3rd, 2006 at 8:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]

tonight was amazing
so i love the late night talks
when everyones just like lying around in the dark and talking about whatever
or in our case (greys anatomy)
it was just fun
and amazing
and i want to do it more.
cuz it made me feel really happy :)
and i havent been this happy in a really long time
thank you.

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Know that when i winch, i'm only ridding myself of the poisin in my mind [Friday
February 24th, 2006 at 6:18pm]
[ mood | blank ]

hey. i had a weird day. i didnt really feel like doing anything. or talking to anyone. then liz called. and she told me to write. i decided to write about goodbye. so i did..you dont have to read it. i really dont care if you do or not. but its up for anyone who does.

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